Mittwoch, 6. April 2011

Long time no post! SORRY and im single (  ゚ ▽ ゚ ;) Where is my Happy End?!

Hello cuties~

Im sorry that i didnt write on my blog for one month i think!(>へ<。)
But unfortunatly many happened! 
For example my boyfriend broke up with me last week~
Actually it was the most shocking moment i rememeber since now (♛ฺД♛ฺ)
I was really overextended?:D It was so suddenly and first i was not sad >< I dont know why but later on i was super hyper much sad!!。・゚゚・(≧д≦)・゚゚・。 When i realized it・・・・
Even now im sad when i think about our memories we had together;;
We were a couple for more than 1 year and i thought its forever・・・
Naive thinking、Right?
The most worse thing is that we could have meet in around 10 days!
I wanted to go to okinawa and he also said to me that i can pack my suitcase already・・・  
First i was disappointed that i cannot go to tokyo but also i was happy to see him so much, it would be my first time there (ノ◇≦。)

Anyways, he said to me things like : We are finished forever or i dont have love for you anymore, which really hurt me( ゚,_ゝ゚)
I dont blame only him for it~ We both did mistakes i know it also the distance is/was our problem>< He said he is shit but i dont think so.
I still have love for him even if i just stopped to wear our engagement ring ;;
I want to forget him but it is impossible because EVERYTHING, reminds me of him...
Im happy my family&friends care for me^^
There is also somebody who is always there for me <3
THANKYOU!


I hope someday he will understand that i love him always and i wish i could turn back the time and make everything better・・・・
I feel like it was my faultΣ(・艸・。)・・・(=艸=。)ウゥ・・。・゚(>艸<。)゚・。うえぇえぇん!!

Anyway!! Sorry for this entry, i hope i didnt bored you><;
I just wanted to make things clear for myself^^
Also there are some positiv aspects like that i will go to tokyo in around 2 weeks :)
I hope it will be fun^^;
Also i realized that i HAVE to STUDY MORE! He was right when he said i have no discipline? Sorry Satoru・・・・ m(_ _)m I was not good always to you><
I will start to study for myself then i hopefully can go to university to tokyo ;;
I hope he can see someday i did grow up...Not only for me, also for him
To think about yourself('s future) is the most important、I know but you also have people who you love and for them you should also care i think ;)



Thats all for now my lovley followers :)
Hope you have great hot spring days with lots of fun!!
またね~☆彡



PS: I avoid looking at our pictures because it makes me cry always again.

Sonntag, 13. März 2011

こんばんは~・・・・

Hello cuties~

You all might know about the situation in japan・・・

The day when it happen i had normal school

So i saw it in news when i came home・・・・><

I was so shocked about it and worried about my friends

and also my boyfriend(ノω・、) ウゥ・・ He lives on okinawa

But still i cared about him and he didnt send me a mail
Or anything!! So i called him and cried at phone(ノ◇≦。)

But he was surprised and told me everything is ok!

Okinawa is save! I was SO happyー(´・ω・`)

Still in other cities like sendai its so horrible・・・・

 I just cant find words for it( ゚,_ゝ゚)

Also i dont know if i can go to japan in april now T T
My mom and sisters also care about it and their friends there・・・

SO BAD EVERYTHING><
I hope japan is better soon(>へ<。)

I pray for it !!!


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Okie- these days i really needed some distraction (ノω・、) 

So i decided to make some pictures!

Also i was shopping with my dad and brother ;)




The mickey mouse ears were actually my Carneval costume Haha~

These pink mickey-ears are from TOKYO DISNEYLAND❤
Sorry for my bad face haha><





Sometimes i really dont like my face ・・・ヽ(゚◇゚ )ノ


Okay~ now talking about my new cloth :)
Its by h&m
A jumpsuit! I really like it and i want
To wear it in japan><
Sorry for bad quality~It was late already・・・

My brother said it looks like sleepwear and my dad said its actually cute!www
So what do you think about it?:) I will make better pictures soon(´・ω・`)
I also found this picture! i want thiiiiis><
Its a little bit same like mine
But it has short pants><
かわいい・・・



I also want the shoes of the right girl!
But i dont know the name・・・・
Clogs?!
Anyway i love them!
I saw them last summer in tokyo so often
Now i regret that i didnt buy them。・゚・(*ノ益`*)・゚・。
Also i love her Clothes!



Hairstyles which i adore :

Randon stuff:
I just love the watch!!





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Okie~Thats all for now!
Thanks for reading my blog 
And pray for japan and their people(>へ<。)
I send LOVE and HOPE to japan><
+゚*。:゚+o[\/]oω`。).+゚*。:゚+
またね~

Sonntag, 20. Februar 2011

Finding TOKYO 'Give Away' (´3`)



It's her BLOG ;) I really think it's a cute Give Away but it seems i never
win any Give away ;3;






http://www.finding-tokyo.com/2010/11/new-year-giveaway/#comment-4509





What you win:
W♥C bag from one of my new fravorite Japanese brands!
♥ Rilakkuma strap!
ParaDo lipgloss
Champagne bath salt (one of my favorite bath salts in Japan!)
Gold makeup case
Creamy pearl-esque hair scrunchie
HIMITSU
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Donnerstag, 10. Februar 2011

こんばんは!~

Hello cuties~☆彡

Sorry that i didnt posted a long time!!

But i was kind of busy with school and

DRIVERS LICENSE SCHOOL!!(#^∇^#)

Finally i am doing my drivers license

Actually im already 18 so i could have it already

But i was scared and lazy (ノω・、)

Now i really want to have it so i can go work

In a bigger city than the city where i live in :D

Then i can save mony for:

1.JAPAN!!(*・∀・)/♡\(・∀・*)

2. Iphone 4 or later 5?!

3. CLOTHES!!

I really need some money....

Probably i will go in april to japan but also i want to go

this summer~ So i have to save....♪(。◕ฺˇε ˇ◕ฺ。)♡



Oh and i wanted to say THANK YOU!!!!!!

ありがとうございましたm(*-ω-)m

Because i have 84 readers!! So MUCH for me ><

Im so happy ! and i will write comments 

back to all who wrote me some comments on the last

entry!!


Okie~ Now some pictures i made of some outfits :)

Hope you like it!

First is my sleep wear haha~

The jinbei i bought in Japan and the loose?socks also :)



This outfit...I bought everything at H&M www Oh~The fox tail is from 
Japan^^




The brown jacket? i also bought in Japan in summer :)





 Hope you like it! Next time i will make more pictures ;)




Actually i dont like the pictures T T

Last days i didnt feel comfortable with my weight><

I dont know what happened~ Im 157cm and my weight is 44 kg

All people say i have to eat more but i think i have to loose

more weight or just do sports >< Because i dont like

the shape of my body...Especially my legs ;3;



Anyway~!! Thats all for now (≧ω≦。)

Stay cute girls :) See you soon !!

ちゅ~またね!