Hello cuties~
Im sorry that i didnt write on my blog for one month i think!(>へ<。)
But unfortunatly many happened!
For example my boyfriend broke up with me last week~
Actually it was the most shocking moment i rememeber since now (♛ฺД♛ฺ)
I was really overextended?:D It was so suddenly and first i was not sad >< I dont know why but later on i was super hyper much sad!!。・゚゚・(≧д≦)・゚゚・。 When i realized it・・・・
Even now im sad when i think about our memories we had together;;
We were a couple for more than 1 year and i thought its forever・・・
Naive thinking、Right?
The most worse thing is that we could have meet in around 10 days!
I wanted to go to okinawa and he also said to me that i can pack my suitcase already・・・
First i was disappointed that i cannot go to tokyo but also i was happy to see him so much, it would be my first time there (ノ◇≦。)
Anyways, he said to me things like : We are finished forever or i dont have love for you anymore, which really hurt me( ゚,_ゝ゚)
I dont blame only him for it~ We both did mistakes i know it also the distance is/was our problem>< He said he is shit but i dont think so.
I still have love for him even if i just stopped to wear our engagement ring ;;
I want to forget him but it is impossible because EVERYTHING, reminds me of him...
Im happy my family&friends care for me^^
There is also somebody who is always there for me <3
THANKYOU!
I hope someday he will understand that i love him always and i wish i could turn back the time and make everything better・・・・
I feel like it was my faultΣ(・艸・。)・・・(=艸=。)ウゥ・・。・゚(>艸<。)゚・。うえぇえぇん!!
Anyway!! Sorry for this entry, i hope i didnt bored you><;
I just wanted to make things clear for myself^^
Also there are some positiv aspects like that i will go to tokyo in around 2 weeks :)
I hope it will be fun^^;
Also i realized that i HAVE to STUDY MORE! He was right when he said i have no discipline? Sorry Satoru・・・・ m(_ _)m I was not good always to you><
I will start to study for myself then i hopefully can go to university to tokyo ;;
I hope he can see someday i did grow up...Not only for me, also for him
To think about yourself('s future) is the most important、I know but you also have people who you love and for them you should also care i think ;)
Also i realized that i HAVE to STUDY MORE! He was right when he said i have no discipline? Sorry Satoru・・・・ m(_ _)m I was not good always to you><
I will start to study for myself then i hopefully can go to university to tokyo ;;
I hope he can see someday i did grow up...Not only for me, also for him
To think about yourself('s future) is the most important、I know but you also have people who you love and for them you should also care i think ;)
Thats all for now my lovley followers :)
Hope you have great hot spring days with lots of fun!!
またね~☆彡

























